day three, sick

i made it today. at 3:am, rose up, although it was really tough.

i am about to become sick. already feel the scratching in my throat. feel weak and dull.

hello dear cold, my teacher. thanks for showing me, that this body is a burdon.

how long will i squeeze out nektar from this combination of mucus, bones and stool?

i am an idiot no doubt.

the rounds this morning were really bad. i only thought about finishing them. i went to work, stayed there for about 30 minutes and said good bye.

try to rest again now.

on the last day of my vow, i work from 3:30 pm up to midnight. how then will i rise at three am?  maya has an easy job with me.

maya sucks.

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