they were there and i was in.
in the clouds, that vorbid me to perceive krishna while chanting.
i knew it before. i was restless yesterday, i was quite finished from work i thought. "how long will i be able to do it?"
working, sleeping, little chanting inbetween, working, working, working,
the machine has got me.
maya.
anyway, at least i am trying to confront my anarthas. how horrible, these are things i want to wipe under the table.
there are different kinds of anarthas.
srimati talks about them in that japa seminar.
have to deal with them, as i am in my experiment. like to use the opportunity to see what is going on with me.
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